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betrayed
by my own father
inhumanly sold
in exchange for a goat
or a cow
as i am ten now
and ready to be stripped
of my remaining dignity

to indi-ya
my father sends me
abandons this little piece
of sub-humanity
so the wolves can freely devour
the freshness of my flesh
and drain every breath
of innocence and life
from my fragile body
until every flesh is torn
each cell corrupted
and all my little hopes
and dreams
disintegrated
into nothingness

and as i reach
my final moment -
i taste nothing
but the salt
of my own blood
i feel nothing
but the constant
throbbing of my sores
i see no one
but the same savage beasts
i hear nothing
except for death
who beckons for me
and i smell nothing
but chemicals and smoke
as the last air
i inhale
is from a fog of nicotine
and the last breath
i exhale
is a silent
wail
of pain.




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my silent wail
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gln
020403 1721
kerckoff gallery at ucla
©2002-2009 ~gaston
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on my way down the hill from my class two days ago, i heard this girl talking to her dad on her cel phone and loudly complaining that she HAS to get a new set of clothes. her voice expressed desperation, and she voiced out frustration quite indignantly, as if her existence would come to cease if she doesn't feel new threads on her skin.

i just took a deep breath and walked away quickly. (as i felt a nasty urge to push her unto a puddle of water)

as i pass by the kerckoff gallery, brilliant pictures lure me... and so i go in and discover images from villages in nepal - captured by a journalist named Li Onesto. among all the photographs, it is the image of the women and children that particularly strike me. their stories deeply and painfully touch me and so i feel a need to sit down and write, and this poetry surfaces from that intense moment.

some infos from the exhibit that inspire my poetry:
because of the strife caused by the friction between the communist governing body and the people's army in nepal, desperation arises and every year, 5,000-7,000 nepalese girls aged 10-18 are sent to india by their fathers, brothers, or uncles (who own them) and sold as prostitutes for the prize equivalent to goats and cows. most of them die or come back home infected with HIV.

as i sit down, i not only remember those unfortunate nepalese girls, but also the pathetic los angeles college girl i encountered earlier. the dramatic irony strikes me like a dagger and tears almost rush out of my eyes.


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special thanks to li onesto for the picture and for the inspiration. [link]
link to amnesty international's report on the "people's war in Nepal" [link]
Daily Deviation, 2002-04-05

Daily Deviationmy silent wail by gaston opens our eyes and souls and allows us to see a sad reality. With each line that seems to get heavier with brutal sadness, it's hard not to hear the pain that breathes in this work. (Selected by +skyorange) (Featured by `skyOrange)

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you capture that so starkly, so ... perfectly, though that sounds too positive for this image. it's a gift to be able to do so -- hopefully your gift will bring these stories to the ears of a few more people.

we are such fools, the things we concentrate on.

-- deej
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As soon as beauty is sought not from religion and love, but for pleasure, it degrades the seeker.
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~


oh Glennn. I feel such sorrow that with all my heart I avoid the hearing of these horrors. It is horrendous. We need to hear it and yet one feels so absolutely helpless in the face of such atrocities. I am so glad you are brave enough to look, to listen and to write in the sorrow. I want to know if Li Onesto felt there was anything that could be done, other than her exhibit making people aware. Your poem tears at the heart, Glennn.
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jHeart y
That's so horrible.
Thank you for seeing it. It takes a lot of clarity and bravery to confront something like that.
Thank you for telling us. Every person who reads your words is another person made aware.
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thank you for bringing this to light.. i almost didnt want to read the end of this ..sorta sadly knew the ending.. but yet the diginity in which it was written..held me.
ppl need to wake up.. :x (Mad)
again thank you for sharing this..
but next time i do suggest..






pushing that *pathetic los angeles college girl* in the mud
Horns
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::they cannot cover the scars in my eyes::
this country is fulll of that "los angeles girl", very nice msg dude, next time give th girl a lil' push
Your poem is an accusation for thoughtlessness and materialsim against this girl from L.A. but also against me because I sit infront of my pc, wearing clothes that cost more than a life in nepal (goat) is worth. Reading a story of a war that I never heard of before, reading about the life in nepal and knowing that I belong to the few ppl who had the luck to be born into a affluent society makes me dismayed.. and grateful. Your poem is very powerful, sad and shocking. A dagger thrust to every open-minded reader.

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LOVE deviation

you simply amaze me with your strong words of feelings glennn

i've read it over and over and over again

the presence is almost touchable
noone can ignore these words

the systematic draining of souls going on in this world is really saddening

the materialistic unquestioned shopping-religion we live in is making us numb and ignoring to the brutal carelessness that continues to leave victim after victim dying in pain all around our globe

to read your tremendous insightfulness about the very reality going on is breathtaking

you are absolutely worth the daily deviation for this poetic brilliance my friend



but in a paradoxal way your poem lifts me up too
i realise
i am not alone
i'm not the only alien on this planet
who can't understand
who can't stay silent

what the h*ll is happening
i scream
the alarm is on

wake up



.k
Incredibly written. Can feel every ounce of pain come through in the words...
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The way to love is to realize that it may be lost. -- Gilbert K. Chesterton
like thoughts from my own head...
good to see someone write serious poetry
.

left me speachless
outstanding work!

+favs +devwatch
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. rajiv .

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